Since I re-vamped this blog, you may notice I have newly featured digital paintings as my header art -- shown at random with your every visit to this blog. Most of the images are my self portraits digitally rendered and re-imagined from photographs. The art is a kind of "found art" -- created with the [...]
Tarot Lust: My Ultimate Wishlist 2019!
Hi, there! Yes, I know, it's been several years since I've written anything here. I went through some tough times, but instead of hashing out all the crap, I decided to just get into the swing of things and talk about what I love: TAROT !!! A Tarot Reader (not sure of the title) painting [...]
Let Me Re-Introduce Myself to You by Answering 20 Questions
It's been a long while since I wrote simply for the joy of, well, writing. I need a fresh start. This is a way to relieve the tension and get back to my natural self. Nice to meet you all over again. What did you eat today? One cup and a half of rice and [...]
My Harrowing/Hero-ing
When I take action to control my life, I'm told I'm being manipulative. When they say I do not inform them of my life plans, it means they wanted me to ask their permission. When I decide what I want to do, it's not done against anyone else's will. When I ask for help, I [...]
We Carry Them With Us, Always
I don't know where to begin, except to start at the trail of my tears, and trace back to a place of calm, somewhere where I can recount a time when maybe there was a time when I sincerely felt solace in this space. I cannot find it now except in this inner temple where [...]
Restoring a Stradivarius
I haven’t posted anything in a long while because, it seems, each time I have this year, someone has passed, and/or someone criticizes me for being too emotional. So I have turned to reading more, finding comfort in the words of others, and building stamina in the realization we are all together in this awareness of beauty and infinity. No one thing is a small thing. The following is a poem by one of my favorite authors, Iris Orpi… each time I read her work, I feel that kind of kinship — the observance of timeless joy in each thing, no matter if you can only touch it with words.
Kiss me along the rays
of my inner sun.
Call your serenity after
the ocean blue of my soul.
Remind me again
that I am infinite.
I have cast my future
in faith and fever dreams.
I have a lithe spirit,
but the rushing of days
and the dragging of nights
have taken with them
parts of my song.
If you can please
sing it back to me so I can
remember the words.
Love me
to the limits of awakening.
Lay your head against the night
whose stars are my eyes,
whose fragile stillness borrows
from my dark, silver-edged fears.
Get lost again in the city
peopled by all the ways
I am beautiful.
And I promise to belong to you
like I have always belonged,
deeper than the skin
and larger than these four walls.
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“Red Winds” by photographer Mihai Dascalescu
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